Inevitable Truth

Hello, faithful friends :)
Ah, I love those moments. The moments when my creative mind takes control..
Hmm.. yeah, sometimes I just lay down on my cosy, soft bed, and I begin to think. I have this notebook where I write all my (mostly short) stories down. It's very fun to read it sometimes, when I'm bored or something...
Oh, look at this. This is a story that just popped into my head. So, I wrote it down, at february 7, to be accurate ;) It's kinda.. harsh.. Well, you'll find out :P

She sighed.
'What a day.' she said as she sat down and looked at me.
'How was yours?'
I was so busy with my thoughts, that I barely heard her question.
'What is it?'
I looked in her eyes. I can't believe I did it, I still can't believe it. How could I have possibly done that to her? After all those years. I couldn't keep it a secret. My heart would burn from the desire to tell someone. Maybe I should just say it? Would she understand?
'Chris, what's wrong?' she asked, as she lay her hand on my shoulder.
I felt her small hand. The one I used to hold, the one I used to kiss. Will it ever be the same?
'There's nothing. I'm sorry, I'm just tired. I couldn't sleep the whole night.'
She smiled. 'I don't blame you. All those exams we need to study. Sometimes it's just too much. I guess that's way college goes. How about some tea?' she walked to the small kitchen.
I couldn't watch her, not anymore. It was just too painful.
'No, thanks. I'd better go and study those exams. I would rather survive college than study to death.'
I heard her cute laugh as I walked to to door.
'I'll make sure you'll survive.' she said with a grin.
I walked out the door. I need some time alone, to think about things. And as I was in my room, I started to think.
I loved her. And I didn't want to lose her. I was so confused. How did this happen, why did it happen? Why couldn't I just turn back time, or pretend that it never happend?
Someone knocked on my door. Two green eyes, with golden patches, stared at me. Her long, brown hair covered her shoulders.
'Chris?'
she said as she sat down next to me, on the bed. Somehow this didn't feel right. I had a strange feeling aobut this. I looked at my feet. I couldn't face her.
'What's wrong with you? You've been... so sad lately. YOu act like you've done something wrong.'
How did she know that? She answered my question.
'We've been together for three years now. I can tell. That look in your eyes.. You did something wrong, didn't you? Did you mess up something?'
I sighed. I couldn't keep this for myself. She would find out sooner or later.
'Oh, come on. Tell me. It's not like you cheated on me or something, right?'
My heart was frozen. She said it. There was no way out.
'Oh, my ...'
She stood up and looked at me. The tears in her eyes.
'You...'
'Susan, I..'
'You cheated on me. I can't believe it. You cheated on me!'
I grabbed her hands.
'I'm sorry...'
'For how long?'
The tears streamed down her cheeks.
'Susan.'
I tried to calm her down.
'I'm sorry. Now that I look at you, I can't believe I did that. I love you, you know that. Right?'
I let go of her hands. She slowely nodded no, as she did a few steps backwards. Then she ran away.
'Susan!' I screamed.
I would never see her again...