My life

So.. I was dead for a while. But now I'm here again. Keyboard on my lap, bored to death. These are the moments, when I think of nothing. Nothing at all. Just... sitting, relaxing, thinking of something to type. And then, it just rolls out of my head. I shall show you what I mean, but I'm not sure if you'll understand. So just relax, like I do, and grab some popcorn, if you want to.


You know what they say
Leave it all behind, make a brandnew start
But still, it needs to play
that beautiful melody, in my heart

Could I escape
from the prison, I built from the things I do
Will you make
this life, something that truely belongs to you

Am I a loner
am I not?
I'm just sitting here
Waiting for the world to stop

And I watch the people, rushing by in a stream
It's not like anything else, I've ever seen

There are days that I could join them
Days that I will let them tell me
That my life, is not something where I can
be everything I ever wanted to be

When will you finally see
that life can be easy
life could be fun
But there will be a time when you'll have to run

From the things you love the most
from the ones so close
And the places you called your 'home'
That's how they speak to me, me alone

So I'm sitting here, making this noice
I'm crying my heart out
When I suddenly hear this voice
Like someone is singing out loud

And I hear this wonderous melody
playing with the rithim of my heart
Through my tears, someone showed me
that this life, is more than a new start

It is more than singing in the rain
more than any complain
It is more than knowing enough
it is Your everlasting love